Can't hold it anymore.

Since I was in Form 2 there is always a need to clear something. Something that begin to buildup day by day. At the first stage, it might seems like once every month and then it begin to increase its frequency. When I was in Form 4 it is more like once in 3 weeks.

Then when I walked into Form 5 it turn to once in fortnight :|

And now.... during my last days in diploma it beginning to reach 3 days apart.
Dammit, I can't control it. I tried to limit the frequency of it but fail I has. I've tried to delayed it, hold it and resist the urge to clearing all those things. But I can't. I simply can't. My will is not strong enough to delayed it. But it sure feels sooo good after finishing clearing all of those things up. It is now beginning to taking toll on me. I'm now looking older. :(



I mayb.....WHAT?  O_O"



I'm just talking about SHAVING........what in the world are you thinking back there?

I'm beginning to have a goatee if I dont shave in 2 weeks.
Hate it! Hate being old.......huh!